scream your heart out

2008-08-27T18:00:00.003+08:00

HELLO EVERYONE.

i'm sad to say that THIS IS MY FINAL POST...(at least i think it is) for Blogger. I've decided to finally move out of here, and go to livejournal although everyone i'm not hearing good things about moving.

screw you people!! hahahaha, just kidding.
anyway i am not intending of leaving my link here so for those of you who are actually interested & bother to check up on me, please ask me online! (:
thanks, love lots & i'm sooooo gonna miss blogger. maybe i'll come back here ONE DAY.

PS: i know eventually the people i despise, are going to find out my livejournal url, but what the heck i'll wait til they do (:

2008-08-26T12:12:00.002+08:00

hello ya'll.

this MIGHT be my last entry for Blogger.. why? cause i am thinking of moving to livejournal - PERMANENTLY mainly because..i feel no one reads my blog, or tags me when i go on mad tagging sprees, and this blog is so full of fucked up memories! it's a blessing that no one can read my archives.. thank GOD. haha

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so IF THERE'S ANYONE who even reads this blog, TAG ME then i might actually keep my blogspot alive.

good bye for now.

2008-08-23T23:43:00.003+08:00

okay so the rain was such a party pooper for my plans today BUT it still went on..although i was lazy to go out after a while. met up with catherine & jackiee at Bugis.. went shoe shopping and i bought a pair of black pumps and catherine got a pair of shoes too!

bought famous amos before we went to city hall and the silliest thing happened i "lost" my hair clip, but before loosing it i clipped it on my jacket and i had forgotten already. hahaha, my short term memory really sucks today.

anyway, we went to Suntec just to go to Cotton On & i wasn't planning on buying anything but i ended up buying a pair of shorts...probably on impulse. shucks i suck i need to SAVE, i want to reach my goal by the end of the year & i'm determined to do it!

anyway, bayb came over for a while to pass me my MICE book.. and i surprised him with a muffin, see?
you're always in my thoughts ding dong ❤.

GOOD NIGHT!

2008-08-22T23:14:00.003+08:00

baby didn't wanna kiss me.

happy child going for soccer.

bugs bunny teeth

joseph & i while in line for his IPHONE.

Strange And Beautiful - Aqualung

THANK GOD IT'S FWIDAY!

today has been so tiring, rushed to school so that i wouldn't miss the bus going to Yishun ITE, woke up early etc but the fucking bus 53 came so late! wrong way to start my morning, nevermind...was grumpy all the way to Yishun ITE.

so IEH had to participate in some.. trial adventure race, huda,zhi hao,khairuddin & i were the 'first aiders'.. so we didn't have to get muddy,sweaty or icky. but the race sounded fun according to my smelly friends! :D

by the end of the race, everyone was muddy and seriously funky smelling haha! greg came over to help me with chores so i could get ready to go out.. so we left at the same time greg going for soccer & i heading to town with joseph.. wanted to head to many places but due to the horrible weather we were restricted and we had to eat seriously fast at PEPPER LUNCH just to get his bloody IPHONE.

so we had to wait in cue for hours standing up only at the last stage did i get to cue up with joseph and i left early cause i was tired and i wanted to watch Ghost Whisperer. SERIOUSLY, i don't see what's the big hooha about IPHONE! good lord.. the cues were so long.

i shall end my post here, good night!

2008-08-20T21:56:00.004+08:00

naughty boy.

being playful!

the best thing about today is...
daddums bought Microsoft Office 2007!
the worst thing about today is..
MY CD DRIVE HAS A PROBLEM & I DON'T KNOW WHAT IT IS!

ok i take the being busy part back, i've not blogged in days and this is the probably the best mood i've been in, in days..so i better not pass the chance up!

past few days have been..emotionally & just mentally draining.. i find that so sickening & i just hate it when i let certain things within me take over of a situation..anywhos.. yes so i'm pretty much been depressed today about my cd drive BUT thankfully i'm still on warranty, don't know what the exact problem is but i hope it's FIXABLE!

and marzipan is the only living creature to have slobbered on my face before i left for school. i found it so adorable cause i pouted my lips through the gate and he licked me! so luckily OR unluckily i did not recieve any kissies from greg today?

you be the judge...

2008-08-17T22:16:00.002+08:00

i'm so depressed. i'm still sick. i've been home for the weekend just to eat,sleep & repeat.
but on a lighter note i'm recovering...very slowly.

i was looking forward to tapestry but i couldn't go due to my sickness. >:(

oh, and i cut myself today.. everyone is so afraid of the way i cut an apple and i assure everyone everytime, that i won't injure myself and today i did.
haha.

HANDI-PLUS!

2008-08-15T21:20:00.002+08:00

i NEED fresh country-side air where the air is fresh and it definitely feels good to breathe.
i feel like i'm going to suffocate here with the air pollution from vehicles, and cheap perfumes that make my head spin every morning.

plus i've gotten sicker and my nose is so sensitive, i just can't stand to be outside on the main road.

TAKE ME AWAY!

2008-08-13T18:06:00.003+08:00

MICE project is FINALLY over, all the late nights and handling 3 projects - MICE,DSGN & Hongkah at one shot.. finally two's over.

i'm pretty sure PIP did our best and i will not bring myself to whatever people's comments or reactions were, cause i can't be bothered already.
the more i see certain people, the more i feel frustrated inside. plus i'm on the highway - or so i think i am to getting sick. i already feel my throat being all sandpaper-ish.

anyway, julz is coming back to s'pore for a month to film some tv show, ah well i'll have some company at home if he's staying here.

okay well time to go - do something productive.
CHAO.

2008-08-11T22:23:00.006+08:00

zhi hao's trenchcoat, the joke of the day

me and miss no front teeth

baby stole a flower for me, aww =)

bapok

overdue pictures

sleeping on the job!

buckteeth

he has a flag on his head

SONIA ANNE WHAT ARE YOU DOING TO ME!

i can seriously feel the pressure..

2008-08-09T12:07:00.008+08:00

haha

oh my boyfriend trimmed my fringe for me. as usual i always whine about it at first but i end up liking it.

two munchkins

awwww

patriotic no?

what a sweetheart she is.

oi! haha

haha no teeth

sonia

i love her too

baby looks like a small boy.

fake!

HAPPY NATIONAL DAY

national day celebrations at HongKah is FINALLY OVER!! finally i don't have to hear anything to do with national day. hahaha. the event went pretty smooth,although there were one or two hiccups..which were bound to happen i guess?

PRETTY PEOPLE PRODUCTION, we did tremendous yesterday and i'm glad that i was part of the commitee without a doubt! It was a well worth experience first hand. I learnt alot of things last night too! :D

OH, one thing i like was anne & i became OVERNIGHT CELEBRITIES!! at the games area, the Mayor - Dr Amy Khor was doing her walking routine, so she stopped by and chit chatted with me and surprisingly she even remembered my name from the meeting! so her whole entourage was around us, and so were photographers snapping pictures of us!

the whole event finished atta bout 12+ and i was already feeling giddy and hungry due to no dinner and running around alot.. so for my supper all i had was 2 siew mais and soya bean milk. pathetic right? i know.. anywhos.. waited for transport and i got home 3+ and i knocked out..woke up being groggy and not enough sleep.

oh, and i was reminded of something i used to keep close to my heart at the celebrations yesterday..how depressing, wish i could undo whatever happened? actually i'm not too sure that i want to. and i just found out something really fucking disgusting, anything that i hear about that person is seriously gross & so wrong.

can't believe i didn't get enough sleep today, and i went out in the nice awesome weather which is meant for sleeping just to spend time with sonia & anjali because they miss me OH SO MUCH when i just saw them yesterday..how adorable!
tomorrow i swear i'm going to be a pig and sleep alot.

anyway hope all this tension, drama and overdue anger justs disappears from everyone soon.
can we all just be happy once again?

2008-08-06T21:55:00.003+08:00

this is what happens when you SPEED!

my new BED & DESK.

okay my room looks blend and boring..but that's because daddums just repainted it, and everything is on the floor in the corner of my room. somehow my room portrays me as a goodie two shoes nerd. HAHA.

another 3 days, til i can relax for abit before getting back to projects & studying & 2 days til the event kicks off! i'm not that excited at the moment more of tired.

i guess i'll be excited on the day itself? today we had to do packing, and we managed to pack 3000 GOODIE BAGS in a spand of 4 hours plus!

so that's it, this post is super boring. OH, i have been having hiccups the whole damn day. how annoying.

2008-08-03T20:55:00.003+08:00

I WANT THIS!

i'm depressed, next week is seriously going to be HECTIC, projects & travelling & THE EVENT. i can't wait for all of this to be over! wait even if it is, there's still ONE EXAM which i need to ACE. actually i can't wait for my holidays..I WANT TO BE TASK FREE!

oh, my camera's spoilt...should i be sad? NO! cause this is a great oppurtunity to get a new camera and i already have one in mind! haha, well lets see if i'm still interested at the end of the year.. 4 months to go anyway!

2008-08-02T22:11:00.014+08:00

graciee

she has small eyes and she's 10 years old.

hmm?

he was so fascinated!

where you looking at babeee

something funny happened.

hot hot day

he touched the stingray which i was scared of

leopard stingray!

i was standing next to an arowanna which swam away.

japanese spider crab, chill crab for dinner anyone?

gobstobbers

angel from above?! hmm

soleroooo

japanese spider crab

flipper & free willy

bambooo shark reminds me of an oversized tadpole.

i love you, boo.

looks like tau gey?

japhian!!

stingrays are cute (:

sea dragons!!

japhian lookalike in the background!

gracie you cutie!!

i love marine life!

duddeee he was like whooaa and i was like whooa

pretty starfish in my palm.

seahorsey..

mass orgy

i'll let the pictures do the talking but before that i just want to say

I LOVE GREGORY RYAN!!

HAPPY ANNIVERSARY AGAIN MY DARLING.
(:

our anniversary was fantabulouslyy spent and i wouldn't have had it any other way

except some wind during the show. :)

i love youuu

PS: this is only a FRACTION of the pictures. ;]

2008-07-31T18:11:00.003+08:00

you know what? school was seriously twisted today.
twisted as in, i don't know who else i can trust anymore.
twisted as in, why don't people know how to shut their mouth up?

RUMOURS.

i seriously hate it.. it's floating rubbish that infects everyone's mind. i have no idea why people need to spread, things that are already over.

but thankfully, for me i'm glad i've picked up a skill..IGNORANCE. i will not let stupid rumours affect me, i DON'T CARE what the rumours will do to people's perception of me either.
i'm here to study, what about you?

i hope it backfires to whoever started this whole mess.

2008-07-30T20:32:00.003+08:00

everyone says this picture doesn't look like me!

dad's side of the family.

melly & me. i look ghastly.

teri looves dogs!

trying to get teri to look at the camera.

oi oi oiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii

what a blend day; so blend i can't wait for the weekend! i can't wait for Saturday, cause i'm going to SENTOSA with greggy baybeeeee :]

okay at least i have something to look forward this week, and next weekend is the Hongkah event, and the following Monday off i go to the ZOO. :D

2008-07-29T20:18:00.002+08:00

nerds are cute too.

2008-07-28T22:32:00.002+08:00

HAPPY 17TH BIRTHDAY KIRSTIN!

love you heaps.

2008-07-27T22:40:00.003+08:00

my eyes are so brown here. NO EDITS.

my hair..IT GROWS!!

buy me a new stud please. :)

today has been completely fulfilling. i had an intention of skipping mass so i could catch up on sleep, but i was "forced" out of my home cause my MOTHER wanted to do her weekly cleaning. went to church with catherine & her sister & her sister's entourage..haha.

it's been 3 straight weeks that i've been going to church, mostly because daddums is in town every weekend.. maybe it's a sign? anyway, bumped into kevin & his mom whom i've not seen in ages...

had lunch with catherine at LJS..caught up on alotta stuff so it was a great afternoon infact well spent thankfully. :) i got to watch 3 episodes of Supernatural today too! woohoo! too bad the series is going to END, can't wait for SEASON 4.

k so, what totally kills my estatic mood was none other than my MOTHER.. what a bloody killjoy she is..moving on back to school tomorrow. great, "i love school."

2008-07-26T21:53:00.002+08:00

if muzzy ever had to do a mugshot..this would be it. haha

joseph's tennis racket, with a cute heart thingamajiggy

good lord, i have eyebags.

it's saturday, and it's been a seriously..energy stealing day. i was up at 0530 today. because i had the worse case of cramps in my entire life of being a woman.. i thought i was going to die. but after much inner persuasion..i decided to take panadol - which helped surprisingly.

went to town with joseph, as i was intending of buying a top..met bayb for like 5 minutes so i could take my atm card and he went to work. so after joseph had his haircut, he bought this orange juice from Orange Julius..and it's so mofo delicious! haha, and it's healthy so i guess that's going to be my new best friend when i hit town next time!

so we took a bus to Plaza Singapura to check out my top..and it disappointed me because it wasn't a top it was a full piece outfit. so i decided not to get it, so i came home from town empty handed.. how depressing but on the lighter side of things, i saved money by not buying anything.

haha, ok bye

2008-07-25T23:12:00.002+08:00

Thank
God
It's
FRIDAY!

school was a bore & the weather was chilly today.
off i go to play psp now.

i ❤ gweg

2008-07-24T21:21:00.005+08:00

omgg he is so not my boyfriend...haha

hahahahahahahaaaa not my friend either!!

me when i was skinny like a twig with awesome highlights. - 05

lol, the year i dyed my hair more than 5 times! red hair then. - 06.

2005

2005

me and my super big baby back at bedok.

2008-07-23T21:18:00.003+08:00

monkey classmates

monkeys

daddy's drive. :)

EMERGENCY EXIT. BREAK ASS TO OPEN.

if you look close, you can see my browwwwn eeeeyeeess

HAHAHA, this was during STB.
drawn by hairul,greg & i

yawn.
it's only wednesday but it feels like thursday.. i need to EXERCISE, i need my motivation! i've not run this whole week.. seriously so lazy and tired for no apparent reason. oh well, i'll get back to my exercising routine by friday. :)

well today's downpour wasn't exactly EXPECTED. it made me so annoyed, i could have brought my hoodie to keep me warm instead i stole my boyfriend's jacket.

went for a field trip..to Singapore Tourism Board, thought we'd go on a tour around the place but it was just an hour long talk....which made me so sleepy..and i'm back to feeling sleepy due to this weather.

2008-07-21T21:30:00.003+08:00

2008-07-20T22:10:00.003+08:00

I DON'T KNOW

ugh, i don't know when exactly i'll get out of my holiday mood. it's been two weeks already, and i'm still feeling so lazy.
i'm so lazy to even iron my uniform NOW.. good lord. i wish i didn't have to use a uniform to school.

besides being lazy, i went to church! yes i did, and i'm actually happy i did today. did some self-reflection during mass too, went home and a bunch of relatives came over, then i went cycling with kevin to another pet farm i've been dying to go..caught up with kevin which was a plus point. ❤ oh! and i met ancherle for awhile, haha it's been what? 1-2 years since i last saw her? haha. :)

went home and got ready for dinner, with the Lows. and they've just left..i miss melly though! hopefully melly & david will come for my birthday this year again.
k, time to "un-lazify" myself.

2008-07-18T23:12:00.004+08:00

THANK GOD IT'S FRIDAY!

yezzz i love the weekends. i skipped SW today, why? cause i am tired. tired from what? not getting enough sleep.. anyway, after school greg came over and i got ready and we went to Tamp.

met mom at EDC and she got me a top that is the same design as her dress and it's YELLOW. finally i have a yellow top! and she got me a vest!

walked around looking for new pumps but didn't find any that caught my eye. went home after that, and i baked cookies..but somehow my cookies always turn out flat - but the taste is there and so is the texture. any solutions?

BUT, i think i want to stop baking..yes i benefit learning skills and all that. but i'm just tired of baking, and i rarely even consume what i bake, everyone else eats my creations!
aghhhhhhhhh!

& i can't wait for August, cause i'm going to the zoo with catherine! i love the zoo, and the animals. haha. i'm an animalholic.
rar!

2008-07-17T22:59:00.002+08:00

me & my buddy

soooo handsome.

cutie pie

hahaha

awww he was looking for me while i was bringing his biscuits down!

2008-07-16T22:04:00.002+08:00

hola!

today's wednesday, well i certainly didn't go to school in the best of moods. probably i just was still in dreamland..or some place..far far away.

so anyway HELLBOY was awesome, seriously! walked around AMK Hub with greggy and he bought sunnies..yes he's on a spending spree but it's not on his loving girlfriend, ME. anyway, it's some pretty slick shades he got..

left after that, and here i am TODAY. still feeling slightly gloomy about the..somewhat boring day. hopefully tomorrow is heaps better!

2008-07-14T21:16:00.002+08:00

heeellooo

i expected monday blues today, but thankfully there weren't any! and there won't be any tomorrow either! because i'm going to watch HELLBOY 2: GOLDEN ARMY! woohoo! hahaha.

you know what i'm seriously going to miss julian once he leaves..which is i don't know when? all this while it feels like i've got two older brothers to "look" up to, and who look after me and give me cash when i need it desperately..haha!

now i wish i had another older brother just like julian, but i guess it'd be annoying cause they'd be protective of their little sister; me.
ah well, guess i'll never know anyway.

but i'm happy with whatever i have now. =)

2008-07-12T11:14:00.002+08:00

the "you don't mess with andrea" look.

exchanged sunnies

bang bang, my baby was gonna shoot me down

the "kental mafia" according to irna, lol.

i love days like today, well parts of it. did my laundry & i BAKED. yes! it's been a while so i baked brownies..but a different recipe. too bad i don't have any chocolate sauce & vanilla ice-cream for the brownies.. it'd be heavenly.

anyway, napped for abit before i watched two movies online. SHROOMS & THE RUINS. it was pretty okay i guess.. both had their gory, disgusting parts..ugh.

oh well, and that's my Saturday and i regret not going to church today, i'd have lesser things to do tomorrow..sigh.

& i just hate it, when people assume they know me after such a short period..when they don't.
fucking irritants.

2008-07-11T10:00:00.005+08:00

don't shoot me!

rasool, dont' get jealous k! lol

candylicious & i

khairee

hoodz!

terrorist of the day, hahaha

omg!! irna! noooooo

lol! cacat face.

smurfet

huda,japhian,honeydew& meee

teri loves dogs!

julian & junior

two trevors, one's enough!

cousins

another one

and another

julz & jackie

awww! hahaha this is toooo cute!

pretty girll, muzzy would love you.

teri is soooo cute!

belated 25th anniversary cake

julian

jason&julian

lol, i find this so funny.

siddons,paulos&lows... one big happy family. haha

ONE BIG HAPPY FAMILY

it's friday! where am i? at home! i didn't go to school..mainly because some of my classmates are involved in some event simulation and we get paid close to $30. and it's in the afternoon so i'm rather lazy to go school plus the lessons going on are not that important.

anyway, yesterday was awesome. a quarter of my aussie family is down! woohoo! so melly & family came over, and later on jason & family came. so about 11 of us took the bus to emelda's (my cousin) condo at Changi.. so yada yada, met the rest of my cousins or is it nieces? if so i am an aunty now.. heh.

and emelda has 3 dogs! a shitzu,GOLDEN RETRIEVER & a schaunzer. obviously i fell in love with the golden it's a female..jackie. she's so cute and so ladylike! going to upload the pix when julian gives them to me.

so we stayed there til 10+ then came home.. so here i am now.
shall update the rest of friday tonight yaw!

ooook it's been helluva long tiring day, i didn't get the best of sleep either cause of the renovation in my neighbour's flat. went to kallang to meet fellow ISH-ians..took a cab to Indoor Stadium with irna,huda & greg..then everyone else came, so we did the simulation thingy, and got paid 22 bucks!

took the bus with them to suntec, walked around before going our own ways, so bayb & i went to marina square - walked around and bumped into YAZID at topshop! bayb got a belt while i got nothing from my favourite clothing outlet..BUT i got a dress from Zara! and it was on offer!

walked around more before meeting mellow & bayb left.

mellow spent heaps of cash on me today! woohooo, she bought me a new handbag since mom's pink GUCCI was giving away..after that we went to this restaurant 'SZECHUAN KITCHEN' for dinner, then she bought me some more stuff and we went home, good lord i'm so tired!

so tomorrow i shall bake..either brownies or cookies? i don't know which though!
H-E-L-P!

2008-07-09T21:43:00.002+08:00

all i want to say is...

i had the most freakiest, the most hair raising dream EVER.
and everytime i think about it, i get bloody goosebumps!!

ughhhhh help me get over it.

2008-07-08T22:46:00.002+08:00

just a quickie before i say nightie

only the second day of school AND there's so much tension in the air i can just feel it, well except during uno games - haha. sigh conflict over here, conflict over there.. man i miss the good ole secondary school days!

anyways, dear GOD please get me through this term. i think i ought to get my ass to church this week, i had a dream about going. haha, guess it's a sign!

nightie. :)

2008-07-06T21:14:00.003+08:00

school tomorrow..
how depressing.

today was good, met up with catherine at town, caught up and walked around. then i met bayb, and we went to TOPSHOP to pick up somethings... ;]

then met catherine & darren and after awhile we went home. and damn it i lost my blistex lipbalm again. why the fuck am i so careless when it comes to my blistex.
urghhh.

2008-07-05T23:45:00.007+08:00

sonia and her babies..haha

me & the two muffins

my new dress!

sonnnniiaaaaaa

yet again..

and again

anjuji!

sonia you are such a camwhore!

one of those days at work.

mugi you took my tweet tweet

tug of war

when he turned two!

hello!

it's been a great day, cause i managed to do alot, and that equals me to being..tired. woke up wayy too early surprisingly. did chores before going to tamp to meet andyrooroo! caught up for abit before i had to leave, met bayb at the interchange and we headed off to his place, to spend time with his family!

had loads of fun, played with the two munchkins and i had dinner over there. left after that to go to Orchard to meet felly..so we did a lil bit of shopping! haha, and i'm happy with what i bought, too bad i didn't save this week! oh well, haha.. somehow i never stop spending. but i spent less than 30 today okay!

had a good time with everyone whom i've spent time with today!

much looooveee.

2008-07-04T21:23:00.002+08:00

Wont go home without you - Maroon 5

FINITO!

so my attachment is over how lovely.

bayb picked me up, & somehow during the holidays i tend to miss him more..and i actually love him alot more? school just adds up to our stress & tension. i wish we could always be like how we were during the holidays babyeeee.

so carefree, but anyway i love you & thanks for spending the evening with me even if you had to sacrifice other things. :(

2008-07-03T21:48:00.003+08:00

hooray!!

tomorrow is OFFICIALLY my last day of work..oh how time flies when you're having fun hey? wait i take that back, WHEN YOU'RE SUPER BUSY with tons of work! i guess i will miss working there, yes i said it..the good times and all the weird things that went on.

but i still disagree, HR is not the job for me.

well whatev, i shall enjoy my weekend and then it's back to school.
"yipee"

2008-07-02T23:34:00.005+08:00

hello people

happy anniversary to me & my boyfriend i love him so much...and so does he
sorry i didnt blog much today. greg said "irna's armpit hair is super long haha and she has a moustache muahaha"

sorry baby i jst had to

2008-07-01T21:16:00.002+08:00

Ba ba ba, ba ba sha-doo be-doo.
Ba ba ba, ba ba sha-doo be doo.

what exactly is a problem? is it something that you can' solve after much deliberation? well whatever is a problem, i've heard from uncountable sources that..

"don't sulk and think you have the biggest problem on your hands, when someone else could be worse off than you"

so am i supposed to go around every tom,dick & harry and find out their problems before saying "yes my problem is too big to deal with"?, man i really don't know.. but whatever it is..don't let a problem overwhelm you til you do something that you'll regret, like something stupid.

moving on...i had to overtime today?!!? just as the clock was going to strike 1730, someone gave me an assignment to do which took an hour plus. well, i get paid so i shall not complain although i dislike to "hang" around any longer than 10 minutes after 1730.

oh, and it's JULY. good lord! 7 months of my life has just breezed by. this year is going extremely fast AND i feel like i'm on a constant rollercoaster, going fast and slow..oh oh oh.

i miss someone - guess who. ❤

Come on, come on
It's time to lose control
Come on, come on
Turn on the radio
Come on, come on
You're gonna feel alright
Come on, come on
Let's do the panic tonight

2008-06-29T21:16:00.004+08:00

irna bananeh

trying to copy irna's horsey face, haha. how? can?

sigh..monday blues tomorrow cause i have work - but i shall not fret as it's the last week of it! but then it's back to school! well before i start stressing out about school lets hope work turns out fine tomorrow.

wish me luck yaw!

so many emotions; so little time.

2008-06-28T22:10:00.004+08:00

my hair from the back

:)

baby's new shoes! LACOSTE.

i wore shortssss underneath

with a pair of oversized shoes

oops. haha

if you think i tied two pleats to act cute - YOU WISH! haha

my new shoes!

my new & seriously expensive mascara.

my blue nails

lizard!

YELLOW!

saturday's been a great, finally got to sleeep in and then i went for a manicure at Tampines before going to meet baby at Orchard. yay i missed him so much! so we went to far east, looking for heels for me. i got a pair from Mondo, and baby got the pair of LACOSTE shoes he wanted that i wanted to get for his birthday! haha.

walked to TAKA to check out mascara from Anna Sui...and..i got one! which is defintely better than my other ones, and it smells so nice, seriously it doesn't have that chemical smell. hahaha, anyway we bought McFlurry and walked around.

after that we went to Wisma, and walked around more and we bumped into joseph & christopher! haha, what a coincidence. anyway we came home after that to have dinner and yada yada.

okay i'm missing greg NOW

2008-06-27T23:00:00.004+08:00

calamari heart

mugi

THANK GOD IT'S FRIDAY!

after i blog i'm going to bed -seriously. it's been a looong ass work week and thank god i'm not working tomorrow! surprisingly i was pretty damn busy at work today, with neverending things to do! i guess that's a good thing.

after work, i met daddums & julian at bugis. mom was supposed to come..but she was tired. i don't know how on earth i'm supposed to spend time with her when she's tired most of the time, or busy at work. and she wonders why i'm closer to dad.. sigh!

went to the furniture mall to check out my new bed, looks good! it's going to be bigger than my current! and a new desk! hooray! so daddums got me a new bed & desk. i'm so happy. but i have to clear out junk from my dashboard..which is going to kill meeeeeee. yeah and i took pictures of my new bed & desk but somehow i didn't copy them properly to my desktop and it's now been deleted off my phone.. DAMMIT.

okay, whatever moving on. i forgot to mention that wednesday was a milestone, cause..it was the first time i went to...MUSTAFA. hahahaha, yes you heard me. my first time..and i'm not done exploring the bloody place.

ok i'm gonna stop blabbering, i'm fucking tired.

2008-06-24T14:13:00.006+08:00

nice?

darren & i

amelia & catherinie anny no-knees

Nonis boys

ain't she a doll? Alaina

Alicia. jeez look at how long her eyelashes are?!?!

the cutest,amelia.

kevin!

keify

okay so i had a frustrating day at work, poured my heart out to daddums..i'm still holding a slight grudge though. well whatever, this is all just adding to my PMS. sucky day, hope tomorrow's a better one but how depressing i have to see certain faces again.

anyway this is my compatibility with my fangsy!
how lovely. =)

Saggitarius+Libra

This match definitely has the potential for becoming a happy, long-term love. He will be fascinated by your spontaneous and free approach to life. Your outgoing style will inspire him to be even more bold than usual in exploring new people, places and things. The physical chemistry is strong between you, which is why Libra boys and Sagittarius girls are drawn together often. Your kisses will sparkle!

The one thing that could be a problem has to do with lifestyle: he is way into luxury (clothes, expensive stuff) and you are a come-as-you-are type of girl. But if you can accept each other’s differences and agree to do your own thing as far as style is concerned, this match can last and become a strong, true love. A very good match.

2008-06-23T19:02:00.008+08:00

new jacket

TODAY, was a great way to start the draggy workdays. why?

1) boss wasn't around & will not be around til Thursday.
2) i used jeans so i was in my comfort zone
3) time went by surprisingly fast..cause i played too much yahoo pool and even beat my colleague at it?!

oh and i forgot, during my lunch break i made a quick stop to Vivo to pick up my jacket above, i so wanted the grey..but they didn't have my size - so i got white instead. nice? obviously.

besides that i just want to tell My Boyfriend that, he means the world to me. i know i don't realise this everyday that he loves me whole heartedly and accepts me for who i am; while doing his best to make me happy.

even if he was tired from his soccer training all the way at Bishan, he surprised me and picked me up at my work place today all the way at farrer park! see, he's so sweet and i'm missing him already!

baby, i just want you to know that deep down in my heart you mean alot to me and i'm glad you're mine. (:

i muff you.

2008-06-22T21:08:00.002+08:00

good lord it's sunday night already?!!! dammit!! time goes way too fast. i have work tomorrow, how bloody unfortunate. okay andrea just think about the MMMOOOONEEEYYYYYYYYY.

this is going to look good on my resume also.. but i'm just so bored of the job, seriously. i hate administrative work. a day of it is fine, but WEEKS of it?!!!

ugh. i shall stop WHINING and go to sleep where i am quiet.

2008-06-21T22:27:00.004+08:00

hahahaha

hey! i'm not ready.

haha

i seriously hate my hair today

bad hair day

THANK GOD IT'S SATURDAY

yes i only have 1 and a half days before i go back to work..which is so god damned depressing..waking up at 630 in the morning on a SATURDAY is depressing.

met BABY after work today!! couldn't stop smiling cause it's been days since we met. and it's probably going to be like that next week too. :(

so we went to Vivocity to have lunch at Carls Jr and caught a movie, "YOU DON'T MESS WITH THE ZOHAN" seriously funny! after that we were both kind of tired so we went home.

i was comtemplating whether i should have gotten the Forever21 jacket, oh well i didn't in the end. maybe i'll get it next week? anyway BABY came over to hang around for abit then he left and now i'm seriously sleepy after a long day.

GOOD BYE.

2008-06-18T19:22:00.003+08:00

there's a rainbow, shaped like a halo over the clouds.

my attire looks like i'm ready to snooze, but i'm at work!

another day at work.. i'm getting bored of this, staring at the computer and all. i need something else to keep me occupied..i probably can't read magazines tomorrow cause my boss is coming back, is that good or bad? i don't know...

and you know what? i need new SHOES..think i shall get a pair on Saturday, hopefully? k and i want a whole lotta new stuff as always
hahaha

baby i miss you heaps :(

2008-06-17T12:42:00.004+08:00

today was CHALLENGING at work. after reading some articles on msn since i had nothing to do, i shall not say i had a bad day but rather a challenging one.

for a few damn hours i was stuck helping my colleague do some date entry on his behalf. & mind you the data entry wasn't easy, i had to run through alot of spreadsheets looking for a name just to add on what talks they've gone to..altogether it took me more than 2hours!
just after i close it he asks if i saved it onto the desktop, and i didn't so all my hard work...went done the drain, previously he told me the file would overwrite the previous one but it was a READ-ONLY file.
gawd damn!

so now tomorrow i'll be doing the same fucking work all over again! blooody hell. I'M SO AGITATED. not to mention some other issue that is just bugging the hell out of me.
sigh...

nevermind, tomorrow i will go with an open mind, to conquer that bloody data-entry!
RAWR!!

weekend hurry up already..!

2008-06-16T20:24:00.005+08:00

FIRST DAY OF WORK...

wasn't too bad besides the fact that i was 1/2 hour early, waited for about an hour in the heat - stupidly, had nothing to do for a few hours. surprisingly getting to work is pretty fast, wonder why i was early today - hope i'm just on time tomorrow.

anyway, my colleagues are fun and loud? maybe because my supervisor isn't around for a few days! woohoo! they even took me out for lunch and i didn't have to fork out a single cent. how lovely. :)

work is pretty alright i learnt how to handle calls, franking of mail - which is fun! and handling the petty cash book. baby picked me up after work, and after today i don't know when we'll see each other again since we're going to be busy over the next few days. :(

well other than that, i hope the next few days past by QUICK. i hope i have more things to do than just sitting down doing nothing. oh! i have internet at work, and my own desk and all that.
snazzyyyyy.

okkkkkkk i REALLY want to turn in early tonight..my flu was getting better but now i feel a relapse.

ciao!

PS: i don't know what issues some JERK has with me after 2 years he still LOVES to talk about me. awww i'm touched.

2008-06-15T15:24:00.003+08:00

HAPPY FATHER'S DAY!

tomorrow is coming WAYYY too soon, i can't even get into the holiday mood cause i have work for the next three weeks, yes i'll keep telling myself this will make my resume look even better, yes i will gain more experience, yes i signed up for this so now i deal with it. at least i get paid?

i'm trying to look on the positive side of this. cause i'll have something to do during the holidays and that's way better than having nothing to do right? than just living off my parents cash.

so i went to church today! supposed to go with catherine but she OVERSLEPT, so i went alone. came home after that for lunch and yadayada. gave daddums a card..and i wrote

"I guess you're wondering where your present is... well you've already eaten it."

haha, so his present was a donut. i really had no idea what to write in the card, at least it made him smile. nevermind hopefully this X'mas i can get him something nice.

ok so i shall TRY to have an early night, for tomorrow...GOOD BYE.

2008-06-14T22:37:00.003+08:00

going home

finally got to use my dress

grumpy

haha

going up..

going down..

lawson bought a bag, yay

going home

going home all cranky

BOO!

what a tiring day, although i slept for 12hours i am tired! went to PC SHOW at suntec with baby & lawson.. after an hour i went to kovan to meet nadine to collect my online clothes, then back to suntec. bought a portable hard disk (250GB) for $130! i got red and baby got blueee.

walked around a little bit more before going to buy a card for Father's Day, and then donuts from DF to take home. baby joined us for dinner, then bummed around before he left. now i don't know when i'll see him since we're officially on holiday! maybe monday? hahaha.

ok well tomorrow i PLAN to go to church..hope i go!

2008-06-13T17:02:00.005+08:00

i did this myself! ok i know it's ugly but i'm not a pro at this yet! ;]

soccer freak

fitel (fisa+tel) awww

oh good lord.

as you can see i'm the only one who did not change after SW.

huda,candy & i

angry one

hooodzz

get me outta heerrrreee!

HAPPY FRIDAY THE 13TH!

NO MORE SCHOOL! but work.

damn.

2008-06-12T20:37:00.004+08:00

i'm bored

very bored.

it's 9pm and i'm super drowsy...due to the medicine. yes i finally went to the doctor after having a week old cough & a few days old runny nose & a mild fever, with a horrible sandpaper-ish throat.

surprisingly daddums took me though..normally i don't go to the doctor when i'm sick but i guess this is exceptional since his favourite and only daughter is sick. skipped design class to get more sleep to feel better but i ended up feeling worse by the end of school.

greggy accompanied me to yishun to get something done, then we took 39. i went home while he went for his soccer at penis land.

came home to rest before daddums took me to the doctor.... and now i am here.... feeling drugged up... can someone be manja with me? preferably my boyfriend pweeezzz.

2008-06-11T21:16:00.002+08:00

Take A Bow - Rihanna

I AM A SICKLING!

yes i am sick, two days away from the 3 week break which i am going to be working throughout. nevermind just think about the fucking cash...and the experience!

i wish i wasn't sick, cause tonight i won't have the best of sleep, my throat is going to murder me in my sleep.

oh! and Friday the 13th is just 2 days away!

2008-06-09T20:25:00.005+08:00

do you know where your heart is?

one of the most MATURED 14-15 teenager that i know of is actually KIERAN my thumby in Penang. and surprisingly he's the youngest teen in the Rozells family.

but somehow, he never fails to give me good advice on issues that we've talked about on msn. he's actually full of good advice that always puts me back on the optimism road. well anyway just wanted to tell my thumby i love him (:

and just about my previous post i'm going to just put this behind me, and just take it in my stride and hopefully it doesn't affect a friendship of 9 years.

2008-06-08T10:50:00.011+08:00

neverending mirrors

chubby bubby

sometimes i really wonder why i stopped going to church weekly. now it'll be like every once a month or something. maybe it's the distance that sickens me or the place itself is so claustrophobic. i bet once the church comes out near my place i'd go regularly since it's walking distance away.

moving on, i spent my saturday going out to town. met joseph first, then we headed to taka to watch baby and his team play soccer for a while. left to go repair my watch but to find out the office is closed on weekends. walked around for hours before settling down at Starbucks and joseph treated me to a drink! met felly at Plaza Sing later on, & we watched SEX & THE CITY.. which was hilarious and full of porn.

so we did alot of catching up and all that, which was good. left after a while to go home. came home, had the worst few hours of my saturday night, so i decided to have a glass of Midori to sleep it off.

today, i'm staying home to recooperate from things. plus i'm loosing my voice and coming down with a cold. shall have more Midori later, and i found daddums stash of liqour..how interesting since he has 2 cabinets full and locked.

plus did i ever mention how demoralised i feel now? hah. just realised that the next few months are going to be busy, BUT it doesn't mean i won't or i can't make time for people in my life.

and you know what? this time it hurts it hurts like as there is a thorn stuck in my thumb. how come people i've approached agree with me? maybe it's pointless already.

everyone loves to compare me to everyone else. why? am i so lousy? sorry i'm not the best daughter nor the best student or best ANYTHING for that fucking matter. at least i fucking try. oh i complain alot? if you're in my family you'd see its in the fucking genes. does anyone else besides me complain? wait, does everyone know the fucking meaning in the first place??

to express dissatisfaction, pain, uneasiness, censure, resentment, or grief; find fault - COMPLAIN

& I'M SORRY EVERYONE I'VE PASSED MY "I AM A RETARD" PHASE! pressure? i can't handle pressure just cause i breakdown? I BROKE DOWN because i was HURT. i knew things would end up like this. i can't handle pressure? thanks for doubting me. can someone tell me, AM I REALLY THAT FUCKED UP as people potray me? DO I COMPLAIN ALOT? but let me ask you, DON'T YOU COMPLAIN? if you agree MAKE SURE YOU CAN TELL ME WHEN I'VE COMPLAINED TO YOU ABOUT SOMETHING SO MUCH, BUT DO KEEP IN MIND THE MEANING OF THE WORD COMPLAIN.

JUNE-JULY

Industrial Attachment
School + Projects

AUGUST

Execution of event
My late grandpa's D.A
Kirstin's confirmation

SEPTEMBER

Exams
Catherine's Leaving
"Planning" to go to Penang

2008-06-06T18:23:00.004+08:00

cute bugga bugga

grumpy fart.

freeze in b1-05.

see those lights? fireworks!

happily meditating.

guess who's butt!

bug

shorter hair before...

after! my hair's grown!

i braided huda's hair

jay hao, hahaha.

i'm with bapok.

Thank God It's Friday!

i love fridays, i get to sleep late, wake up late, and do whatever i want i guess? ok more or less, tonight is the night i get alot of rest since i've lacked that the whole week? so today was another..boring day. besides s&w there's nothing interesting.

although i'm having this horrible dry cough since i've gotten back from penang. that reminds me, it's been a week. and about a week ago, i was on the way back to aunty karen's place. :(

moving on... did i mention today is exceptionally BORING? i just had a glass of Midori and ginger beer. which is already making me feel sleepy. ok i shall stop blabbering.

2008-06-03T22:20:00.002+08:00

Forever - Chris Brown

hello
dreading school made me feel all cranky in the morning and for the rest of the day too? so screw the school stuff. i'm so not in the mood to whine about it. gahhhh

came home early to rest before having to get ready to go for dinner with the family at Copthorne Orchid Hotel..dinner was ALRIGHT. i think my stomach is more full of water than food. i accidentally had some seafood dip due to julian dipping his prawns in it and inviting me to try it. dammit, so my tongue got so itchy but i think i am fine now.

and i have CAH again tomorrow so i have to get up early..depressing.

2008-06-02T20:01:00.011+08:00

blur

i am tanned!

aww ben and kieran hugging.

before going for a swim

how nice

daryl being super lazy.

siblings

i like my natural hair color

thumby baby

benz

mojamin

new jacket

last year

last year

SLIPPERY SENORITAS!

SLIPPERY SENORITAS

the view from aunty karen's room.

HOME TWEET HOME.
tweet tweet.

NO i am not estatic to be home, i'm just imitating those words in my head.."comfort" words. and i am feeling so Shitty now with a capital S, cause i have a headache from all the thinking today.

ben came over super early so the cousins & i just bummed around before getting ready to go for lunch, oh and we had baskins&robins after that and that topped the meal. then we seperated into different cars cause there were 6 people who sent me off. so it doesn't take a genius to know which car i went into, haha. got the airport checked in and went to CoffeeBean to hang out while everyone was disturbing me to get lost and get back to singapore. fuck you all! lol.

this is the fucked up part after our goodbyes and clearing through immigrations they checked my bag no not cause of DVDs, lol but because i had bottles of liquids in my bag which i'm not supposed to carry it totally slipped my mind, cause i had no lock either so me thinking i have no lock i shouldn't check it in.

it was so chaotic. i had to go back out and check if i can check my bag in at 5pm when my flight was at 530! i started to panic and i felt like crying. arghhhhh well anyway everything worked out..thankfully god was on my side today.

well, tomorrow is back to school...i'm disorientated and hungry more of to disorientated though. and i am sad..that i had to leave my second home, family & friends.. yada yada.

shall go now, disappointed with myself about a lil something something too. please just don't ask me.

WEIRD CONVERSATION

kirstin: the other time i was talking to my friend on the phone who has a crush on daryl, said "i wanna watch Ironman"

so she passed the phone to daryl and he said...

daryl: you don't need to watch Ironman cause i can be your Ironman. ;]]

oh god...

2008-06-01T13:00:00.005+08:00

SLIPPERY SENORITAS!!

ok i am currently recovering from a hangover after going clubbing yesterday - so much for NOT going, my headache disappeared and a 40 minute nap made me all better! stayed home the whole afternoon before going to Queensbay and having a tough time deciding which jacket i wanted to get from Forever21 and i finally settled on a white one shopped a lil bit more before leaving.

dropped kieran home and freshened up before heading down to Slippery Senoritas the hottest club in Penang! and surprisingly they didn't even ask for my IC! guess i look 18 eh? anyway we bought a bottle of JACK DANIELS and just hung out at the club til the party really got started.

and guess how many glasses of JD i had? CLOSE TO 15 ok! and i didn't even puke! but i did get really extremely high and so i even danced.. amazing.

left close to 3 and kyle & ben had the hardest time looking after me - sorry darlings! haha since i was falling all over the place - i fell outside the club, outside the car, in the car, at the car park, outside of the bathroom. and many more, til it damaged my swatch watch! fuckkkkkk.

and 3 people crammed on 1 bed with me being the one in the middle..as usual. went swimming again then kirstin & daryl joined us, came back up and yadadayadayada fell asleep for a while before catching up with ben.

went to Batufringghi with kyle & ben and now we're home exhausted from a fucking powerpacked day....and i'm gagging while they clear out the rice pot with rice that is rotting as it's over a week old, it's so sick.

sadly no video or camera! damn. and damn i'm going home tomorrow.....school on tuesday. and i still feel a lil hungover from this super long post. need my beauty sleep.

what am i feeling now? DEPRESSED over alot of things.

i hate it when people underestimate me.

2008-05-31T09:31:00.003+08:00

good effing morning y'all!

it is 930am and i am up ALREADY. yes what a miracle that i am up this early on a weekend but not any weekend cause i'm in Penang! got here safely yada yada and i was the luckiest girl to be picked up by 3 "men" - kyle, kieran & ben. haha, dropped kieran home and went for shisha and left there close to 1230 dropped ben off and came home.

i am seriously shagged still, my body is aching from yesterday's SW. and i am up this early what the fuck mann i am going to disturb my cousins soon. so what is my plan for today? sun-tanning! and maybe clubbing? i don't know i doubt it now cause i have this bloody annoying headache from walking in the rain last night. :[[

and i don't know if i have enough cash? ok i guess clubbing is a no no. ok i'm off to wake up everyone.

FANGS!! I MISS YOU

2008-05-29T20:17:00.004+08:00

this is your life - Switchfoot

PENANG HERE I COME!

i feel so weak today, mainly because of my severe attack of cramps not even sleeping is making it better. urgh this is making me loose the mood to go for S&W tomorrow, hopefully the pain subsides though.

well it's Thursday and i'm off to Penang tomorrow evening! just for 4 days though, how sad but it's better than nothing. can't wait to go for sheesha, and spend moooney that isn't mine! haha, going to get 'heaps' of things - actually i don't have alot in mind to get but i guess we'll see how it goes? :]

k i shall bid my goodbye now, you'll be hearing from me soon!

2008-05-28T18:48:00.004+08:00

chaos

ben n jerrys

having a bath

my dog will eat you BITCH or maybe slobber you.

marzi : my tongue is longer than yours drea...

irna : um...don't lick me

marzi: whee i love humans

marzi: i like lawson, hahaha

"i don't only treat you as my girlfriend, but also a buddy in school"

awwwwwwww i am just so melted & touched by what my bayb said to me, it's quite old but it never fails to make me smile from ear to ear and get all manja with him. :)

i'm going to be heading out sooon, to Whitesands to meet my BEST FRIENDS after what seems like months. the weather's been pretty off don't you think? shine, then rain, the shine. bloody sickening. had CAH today and it was so boring...had Macs breakfast and later i'm going to have KFC for dinner..fast food. i want slow food!

today irna & lawson dropped by to see marzipan! happy now you two? finally seen him. ok so i shall upload pictures when i come home.

taaaata.

oh and dinner was great and so was the catching up, love my girlies if i don't see them as often now. ❤

2008-05-26T17:43:00.004+08:00

Empty - The Click Five

i felt really flustered just now, about a certain issue with someone who i'm pretty close with but i took it in my stride, hope it's nothing though. although it's making my blood boil a little..no i think alot now.

FUCK FUCK FUCK, FUCK YOU OK

i think mom was so right about 'friends' you don't ALWAYS keep the friends you meet. i know no one can ever replace you and what you've done for me, but i just hope this remaining friendship of ours doesn't go down the drain.

GOOD BYE.

2008-05-25T20:40:00.003+08:00

And I want to know my fate
If I keep up this way.

2008-05-24T22:27:00.002+08:00

3 way dress

he was feeling hot

❤ baby baby baby baby baby

don't you remember you told me you love me?

heyyyaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa

i got out of the house on a Saturday, finally. it's been ages. met bayb at Somerset and he was early! bought movie tickets for 'WHAT HAPPENS IN VEGAS' and the movie was seriously so funny.

then we went to Far East to buy my dress. yes and now i am broke so much for no more spending huh? but it's okay i've got a scheme to make money and that will be by...WORKING. sadly yes, i'm going to be working from Monday - Saturday during my 3week holiday. Saturday's a half day at work and i'll be working at PARK ROYAL Hotel. from that i will earn close to $500. plus i still have NOT received the competition cash.

so it's okay if i spend now i suppose? but i need to stop! ok then bayb came over, had dinner and whatnot.
now i am sleepy, not enough sleep cause i have to wake up to cook the rice or whatever if mom's working. ughh.

2008-05-22T19:04:00.011+08:00

christmas, 2 years back.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DADDDYYY!

damn, it's already Thursday! woohoo! TGIF tomorrow! today was pretty fun, due to Monopoly and irnaa & i probably being the poorest.
ha ha.

sorry but i need to say this.. FUCK YOU. GRE...MLIN.
some people need to grow up honestly.

anyway, WHAT COMES AROUND GOES AROUND.

so i just had dinner, and it was scrumptious. we had lamb, smoked salmon ceasar salad, potato or' gretin, and some carrots & broccolli dish. and this was all cooked by trevor. and now i shall go anticipate the cake.

gooood byeeeeeeeeeeee

2008-05-21T21:35:00.003+08:00

greggy

banana muffin

bananehaida

crazy over this boy..sometimes. haha.

lazy to rotate

my studd & i

cranky at the bus stop, and it looks crooked but it's NOT.

a terodactyle, the dinosaur bird that greg did..spontaneously.

bonjour!
went to SRC and it was pretty alright and what i learnt was that an ordinary membership is like $89,000! and SRC was founded by 30 Eurasians. i feel proud of race. hey i could be their descedant!

anyway went to raffles city to hang out with a bunch of people. and we bought some donuts from Donut Factory so greg shared his with me.

okay then i came home. anyway tomorrow is daddums's birthday and i did not get him anything cause i thought of taking him to the movies but it's too rush for him tomorrow. oh well next week i hope.

ok chao!

why are things going this way?

2008-05-20T18:43:00.002+08:00

it's been a looong tuesday, and it'll be a long day tomorrow as well. why? because IEH is heading down to Singapore Recreational Club. & sadly we have CAH so we have to all report to school at 8am.

ooookay, so..i got my tongue pierced! it wasn't so bad, although i did tear a little. and it was so much better than the one in Penang last year. the stud is shorter and it's black so now i don't have to change it plus they gave me a mouth wash. greg paid half, and now i am left with $7 for the rest of the week, pathetic i know.

plus there is a slight chance of me going to Penang! and this time i'll be spending lesser since i've gotten my tongue done anyway. god i need to work during the holidays. i hope i get the attachment although the pay seems low according to sources.

i watched Meet The Spartans and it was not that funny honestly. boo hoo. now it's time i go.
chao

2008-05-19T19:56:00.006+08:00

shaun's cat

shaun's tattoo

happy vesak day

today, i was caught in a sticky situation and i didn't know what to do but eventually i figured out what to do. i ended up feeling nostalgic. too bad though, the day is ending i can't change the decision.
oh well i believe there's a deeper purpose to why i chose what i chose. ookay now and i sound so much like LAWSON, lol. no offence buddy. :)

anyway, it's been such a hot ass day, it's pissing me off! and unfortunately tomorrow is back to school thankfully it's a short week. and i'm still kind of upset that i might probably not go to Penang..but hopefully i do go.

OH, and i'm going to re-pierce my tongue this week, or maybe tomorrow! yay for me!

2008-05-18T22:38:00.006+08:00

i wish i was a kid again, so i would not have a choice of getting involved in family crap, cause i would be too young and too dumb to understand.

seriously i feel like knocking the lights out of someone in my family. sometimes i just can't stand certain people in my family, some of them need to grow up.

anyway i've changed my blogskin! it's kind of simple but i like it. i wanted something else but it just wasn't appearing right on my blog. today is the second day i've stayed home, how..... depressing. but fear not i am going out tomorrow and unfortunately i don't know which party to please tomorrow as i have heaps of plans.

& guess what? my plans of going to Penang might just get cancelled, so i can just forget about certain things. think i need something to just numb myself tonight, like alcohol.

2008-05-15T18:15:00.011+08:00

huda

doofus

banana muffin

powerpuff girls

"yeah...whatever man."

"you could take a lil trip..."

bunch of pansies

girl power production!

us with ms ema

all the pictures were brought to you by...LAWSON

fat face

louise & dayana

irna: peekaboo!

matching tops!

i love this oneee!

with darth vader

i don't exactly feel better bout the recent happenings but i'm going to try and put it behind me now. i guess when people get angry they say things they don't mean. for now it still hurts a little bit, but i'm going to try to forget it.

i did the stupidest thing in the morning today, out of anger and frustration and i'm paying for it now. went to school feeling like a total weakling about to faint or vomit while feeling so numb. i went to sick bay to rest, and i ended up throwing up. didn't feel good the rest of the day due to my mistake in the morning. and i still am paying for that mistake now, with lots of REGRET. why was i so stupid?
but whats interesting is that after i left the sick bay all my lecturers who i bumped into in school all knew i wasn't well, news travels fast eh?

i can feel everything in my stomach just churning, maybe i'll hurl again later, sigh. yesterday was physically and emotionally tiring for me, after the presentation at Kampong Ubi CC but it was good, cause now everyone wants to work with us.

other than this, my life is still in depressing mode, but the meter is slowly going to happy mode. oh well, i think i have plans for tomorrow but i forgot what.

izza, thanks for taking care of me today! luv you hunny (:
❤

2008-05-13T17:51:00.008+08:00

according to someone i have a sucky attitude that everyone notices. why do i need to open my eyes to see what they see? QUESTION: are they involved? hah. i changed some of my ways to be better person. but for one day just to ask to ask you understand how i feel..is so wrong. those days that i act up are wrong, those days that i am not the perfect person in everyone elses eyes is also wrong. my assumptions are wrong. to feel insecure about myself..wrong, to just be insecure is wrong. saying 'DUNNO' wrong also, but when you do it? CORRECT? why does everyone like to correct me? why don't they go correct their 'flawless' self. now you know how i feel when you're perpetually in the state of 'DUNNOs.'

i'm unfair with no proper basis to base my so called 'assumptions' on, that is also wrong cause -from my point of view i get my assumptions from past fights. my feelings that i base on the assumptions, yes you guessed it; it's wrong. everything i assume is wrong. i think everything about me is wrong, and my name spelt backwards must be WRONG also. my name should be WRONG LOUISE PAULO. my attitude is wrong, the way i am is wrong, what is correct about me?

one day that a fight occurs i use the word FUCK, you go insane on me. the days that you used it on me? did i ask you to do something so fucking ridiculous & whatnot? it's okay for you to use it on me when you're pissed off, but when i use it.. another WRONG.

all my fault, i need an attitude adjustment, i need this..i need that.. i'm unfair.. i'm bitchy.. i disgust you. i guess i'm the most wrongest person, in the world.

what lesson should you learn from this everyone?
DON'T ASSUME.
DON'T ASSUME.
DON'T ASSUME.

if not you might be WRONG.

maybe i should see a pyschiatrist and find out why i am so wrong, maybe cause of things that happened that no one knows about affects me and my attitude. little miss wrong... hah.

moving away from my wrong-ings..

somehow after many years of the same crap happening still no apologies whatsoever. argh, maybe i was WRONG to do what i did back then. see? i think i really am wrong.

oops, i guess it does boil down to me being wrong doesn't it?

2008-05-11T21:07:00.003+08:00

i looooove webcamming! haha

what i'm getting online :)

HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY!

didn't do much today, besides rushing for 11am mass feeling giddy in church and leaving after communion cause i felt gastric coming on. ugh, my eating and not eating habits are topsy turvy.

well it's confirmed i'm going to penang although i'm spending like fuck this month and honestly i regret buying SOME things and i'm not typing what cause i know my boyfriend is going to nag if i tell him! anyway i'll make it work! i'll be getting the $100+ next month that'll cover my damage in penang and i'll be working in june for 3 weeks.. that i'm dreading to wake up early.

other than that i'll be helping boyfriend clean up his room, during the weekend which earns me 30$. yes he is paying me to clean his room! what a loving boyfriend i have! and that money is going to fund part of my penang trip.

k i'm going to stop blabbering.

2008-05-10T22:25:00.003+08:00

from this adorable pup'

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MUZZY WUZZY BABY!

my baby turns 7 today!

stayed home, rotted most of the time. not in the most of moods to go out due to some family affairs. did online shopping with N.T, got a dress & top. hope to collect it next week. so much for no more spending. gawd, and my fricking weekend holiday is coming up too.. well fuckety fuck.
i mean i want to go to penang, but i'm still abit skeptical about it cause it's for such a short time and it feels like a total waste since normally i spend a week there.

well thankfully i'll be working during my 3week holiday. 50-50 looking forward to it, since i have to wake up early and all. sigh!
well i shall end my miserable post here.

2008-05-09T23:26:00.007+08:00

good attempt to smile with teeth.

ugghh yeahh

whats that below i wonder.

geek

i wore my specs out today, shut up i know i look..bad?

geek

tomorrow, baby you turn 7!

when muzzy was a puppy

spot the difference! i did the one on the right.

still a big baby as always.

squirrel hair.

THANK GOD IT'S FWIDAY! :D

as i was very tired today, i allowed myself to skip S&W as i had exercised yesterday evening and thus my body was aching. went for DSGN, and i did that on the top, pretty cool eh? okay self praise is no praise.

had the NLB meeting after school, and after that i rushed home to get ready to go out. in the midst of rushing i had to walk marzipan, and shower; all within 50 minutes as greg was coming to pick me up - but why shouldn't i be surprised that he was late. oh well, went to bugis for dinner then to sim lim to pick up my earphones and back to bugis junction to buy our mothers their mother's day presents. i'm satisfied with what i got. came home after that and i'm shagged to the max.

tomorrow is marzipan's birthday too! that old pup turns 7, lucky number 7. okay well i'm off for another shower in this heat.

your acts are always selfish and impulsive, you NEVER think about the people arround you, just about you and yourself. your pathetic self, that hurts everyone around you just for your own 'happiness'. but while you find that happiness, don't forget to walk all over everyone.

2008-05-08T18:29:00.007+08:00

someone looks hot here!

i'm such a glutton. i ate all of that....NOT.

the girls at pizza hut.

japhian & lawson

glad all that conflict is over, or is it? personally i hope it is, so LET BYGONES BE BYGONES. i don't want to brood about it further. moving on, i have another presentation tomorrow!

we have already split into our MICE project groups, no comments on certain issues but i suppose we can't work with all the people we want in one group. but on a lighter note i've always wanted to work with some people in this team. anywayyyy greg, lawson & i went to SIM LIM after school. was looking for G-CUBE in-plug earphones but i don't think they sell it.

damn i should honestly should stop spending. i'm spending my money as if it's water. i need cash for my penang trip if i'm still going, which is in 2weeks? hopefully this week is the last week i spend. whatever it is, i shall not eat into my saving money but instead my daily money, does that make sense?

ohh and yes, to complete my list of items for my laptop would be a new laptop carrier since the other one is abit too tight. i need one that can accommodate my mouse, webcam and cables.
and also i can't wait for JULY cause i'm getting a new bed and desk cause the one i have now is crap.

i went for a run today. yes believe it i did! now lets hope i can keep this up over the next few weeks?okay and i've just realised my posts are becoming longer by the day.. so i shall end.

au revoir.

2008-05-07T17:26:00.012+08:00

i got a new puppy! haha, i joke but isn't he adorable!

& the husky too!

i wanted to get this one too, but greg said the below matched me more.

my new laptop mouse. cute eh!
which is actually for KIDS.

SPEND SPEND SPEND...

what's the greatest things about today? i FINALLY got my SE phone back! you mfuckers kept it for ages! tip top condition SO FAR..but heck i plan to change it this year. so anyway school was so boring since we came for only 1 lesson and that lesson 1 hour was free and easy since mr foong wasn't there.

went for lunch with greg,lawson,huda,denise,japhian at PIZZA HUT, and had a feast! the food was great. talked about alot of things..which has made me open my eyes even wider. then took the train down to simei to collect my phone! then greg and i went to Challenger at Whitesands to check out laptop mouses and in the end i decided to get the mouse straight away since daddums is a member.. haha too excited since the mouse was too cute not to get. hope i don't see the BERRY-TINI mouse at sim-lim on friday though!

then we came home..and and julian is here! whee i love having cousins over although we don't always talk that much, good company. :)

2008-05-06T19:09:00.012+08:00

longer and thicker hair.

haha

!

my tongue can touch my nose!

irna the hamster

IEH

as usual..

estatic!

the pursuit of happiness, haha.

3rd prize : red dot production

2nd prize: belle's group

number uno: GIRL POWER PRODUCTION!!

irna: i'm like a bird! hairul" YEAH BEBEEH!!

Q&A

siltra! who has the lovliest voice ever!!

duet

red dot production

judges immaeachu! rawr!

judges

"CUPcake not CUTcake"

lol

cheena,melayu,indian

seriousness..

phew!

johnie

hairul is not gay

or maybe he is..

3 presenters : GIRL POWER PRODUCTION

caramel custard, with some flowers on the top.

discussion at 9am

i pleat my hair MYSELF! although it's a lil messy.

me!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY A'YUNNI!!

get ready for a large amount of pictures today yaw! okay i have many many things to blog, but firstly i'm still not over yesterday of winning first prize, still in shock i suppose? haha, anyway..i just remembered a conversation between daddums and me yesterday night.

daddums: "so when was the last time you won first for something?"
me: "must have been a long time ago."
daddums: "i think it's because you've not won first place for anything!"

damn my dad is so busted, haha. but he was just joking around anyway. today school was great. saw all the pictures taken by lawson yesterday, and those are just some of his pictures! haha.. thanked IEH etc. design was fun too. especially when hairul kept making fun of my boyfriend. hahaa and so did i.. " GOOD AFTERNOON MY NAME IS HAIRUL, AND TODAY WE'RE HERE TO SAVE GREG'S ARMPIT HAIR!!" haha well it was funny just now. i don't know how we all came about to talking about that though..i'm guessing irna started it. been a while since i've laughed that hard! :D sorry greggy we made fun of you but you're too cute not to make fun of! don't take it to heart k love? :)

ate in school and greg sent me home. and tomorrow after school we shall feast like kings at.. PIZZA HUT. haha, as a mini-celebration! ohh and i wanted to say this yesterday,

"we were once the worst group, but we climbed up to the BEST GROUP!"

okay so enough for today.
ADIOS!

2008-05-05T20:43:00.006+08:00

OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG!!!
IEH, WON 1ST PRIZE & 3RD PRIZE!! RED DOT PRODUCTION WON 3RD, AND..... GIRL POWER PRODUCTION WON 1ST!
IEH YOU'VE DONE YOURSELF PROUD!!

haha, omg i'm estatic. at first we were one of the worst groups, honestly. but with the help - let me explain HELP (CONSTRUCTIVE CRITICISM FOOLS!) from Miss Ema we did it!! not to mention HAIRUL with his wonderful presentation, and IRNA with her bubbly speech. and i'd like to thank myself for not giving up on myself and seeing this project through and through. guess what? I'm damn glad i did. and i'm happy i've overcome my fear of public speaking, i hope it'll stay that way!

oh, and up yours.

love you all, mwuah!

2008-05-04T15:00:00.003+08:00

so. tomorrow is the big day, never thought i'd say this but...i'm excited? excited that tomorrow will be the end of this "burden" of mine which just got lighter maybe cause it's not such a burden as it's like become part of my daily life - editting, practicing etc, hah. who knew.

& MEN just don't FUCKING get it. and they'll NEVER get it.

urgh, men.
maybe i should be bisexual.

wish me luck for tomorrow yaw.

2008-05-03T10:58:00.012+08:00

hotstuffffffffffffff, i did this cause i was bored!

with the webcam

being the irritating boyfriend that he is..

it's pink and it's detachable! wow!

G-Cube, Berry-Tini

prezzies

:)

HAPPY BELATED 1yr ANNIVERSARY BABY!!
:D

how time flies eh? anyway yesterday was the most tiring day of the week. went to school, had S&W, then had to practice our EPL presentation infront of two classes! my class and our junior class, well surprisingly i overcame the fear of being scared! all my practice at home paid off.

so then we had a break, then practiced again with PA there. and it went well again, yipeeeeee. left early cause i had a date! took a cab home, relaxed for a while then got ready, bayb picked me up and surprised me with a rose! then i gave him his present and off we went to City Hall, hoping to eat at NEWYORK NEWYORK but the queue was ridicously long..so we skipped that and went to FISH&CO again, then after that we wanted to get a ring, but no nice ones.

cabbed home cause my feet were killing me in my killer 3inch heels. then after much persuasion bayb MADE me open up his present...and he got me a cute pink webcam! :D

so i got him a new Billabong wallet and i made him a scrapbook. later on, he cabbed home close to 12, and we slept at 1. so it was all a great day (:

and for some reason, my jaw has been hurting since yesterday morning.

so today i stayed home, still tired from yesterday. and tomorrow i'll be out again which leaves me very little time to wash my clothes?!! and it's saturday night and i'm home. :(

2008-05-01T21:59:00.002+08:00

hi hi hi,

happy labour day? i don't even know what's the meaning of labour day. well as long as it's a public holiday i'm fine! ok so i went to church, then i came home for dinner and then went out to Tamp to meet joseph. bought famous amos cookies, yum.

anyway fuck i have school tomorow.. sad. but TGIF! hahaha. oh and it's also a special day.
k bye.

2008-04-30T21:09:00.003+08:00

banana muffin

haha, what a good combination our names make. anyway irna bought me cadbury chocolate, clinkers or something there's some sweets in the chocolate.. so yummy. and it's even yummier cause someone bought it for me, haha. banana i luv you! :D
so now i'm rationing out that 1 bar of chocolate, i'm eating it piece by piece.

& so tomorrow is a PUBLIC HOLIDAY! somehow i think the next few days are going to be... HELL of a tiring time.

oh, and i just realised today is the end of APRIL. jeez, 4 months gone already!

2008-04-29T21:02:00.002+08:00

ok i was supposed to be in bed a long time ago. see i have this motive of having more than 10 hours of sleep days that i start at 11am, what a pig i am i know. but i need my sleep and i'm a seriously light sleeper - without alcohol in my system so you can imagine, i'll wake up if the phone rings, if someone opens my parent's room door etc.

anyway, today.. was FREE CONE DAY at Ben & Jerry's and i had an intention of getting free ice-cream but noooo. the queue was so frickin long at Whitesands! what a killer. greg & i wasted our time taking the train down...bummer.

and i just did some random statistics, and my. i have so many friends - (about 4-5) who've just gone through break ups. scares me man. haha, ok sayonara!

2008-04-28T21:35:00.002+08:00

if i were to have kids, i'd want them to grow up with music like this. haha, music my parents listen to. honestly i think it is so much better, and not vulgar. not that i don't like the music i've grown into. i think the oldies would be more appropriate? maybe cause when i was a kid i grew up with this..with my daddums always playing all the oldies!

okay today i was fairly in a great mood, even with the suckiest of lessons..haha. i got up on the right side of the bed today. hooray!

i'm doing a countdown to the next important days in the coming week. oh! my dad's birthday is coming too, and so is MOTHER'S DAY. dayyymn. what to buy yaw!

4 days - 1 year!

1 week - partayy! (end of EPL presentation!)

2008-04-26T22:42:00.005+08:00

feeling emo-tional, so piss off.

Did you write the book of love,
And do you have faith in God above,
If the Bible tells you so?
Do you believe in rock ’n roll,
Can music save your mortal soul,
And can you teach me how to dance real slow?

Well, I know that you’re in love with him
`cause I saw you dancin’ in the gym.
You both kicked off your shoes.
Man, I dig those rhythm and blues.

I was a lonely teenage broncin’ buck
With a pink carnation and a pickup truck,
But I knew I was out of luck
The day the music died.

2008-04-23T18:03:00.003+08:00

FRIENDS

what is your definition of a friend? what are friends for? someone who is only there to share your happiest moments and feed on your happiness, and forgets you or only comes to you when a problem arises? is this a friend?

or is a friend someone who sticks by you through the good and bad, no matter how sticky the situation gets. does a friend pretend to like you because you had a pathetic life previously? does a friend hang out with you because he/she HAS to and is only doing it for the sake of doing it or does it because it's their goal, to spend time with you?

just typing down my thoughts as i find myself free for now. it's been a busy two days with projects and to that has led to my laziness to blog, haha but who reads my blog anyway? urgh. :(

school was alright today, skip the lessons and all that, after school stayed back with irna,greg & sazli to do project. then sazli dropped greg & i home. how nice of him sending us back for the past few days! :D

oh and the days are getting so hot,warm and still. i feel so sticky even after i have my shower. fuck the weather!

2008-04-20T22:31:00.002+08:00

i'm better than you, i'm better than you, i'm better than you..

well, back to hell tomorrow. i swear i used to feel this way in clementi too.. disliking the travelling, disliking the surroundings - no i'm sick of it.

anyway my stomach is full to the brim, since last night's dinner, today's lunch at FISH&CO, and chicken stew for dinner. i went to parkway with greg, we cabbed there. then met aunty chui lean. looked for something to buy but i didn't find anything interesting.

went home after many hours..greg and i went cycling for awhile to our favourite farm and back to our baby marzipan. and yeah that's today.. tomorrow i start at 2pm! yayness, but i hate the sun at that hour. >:(

TTG.

2008-04-19T14:12:00.009+08:00

you know what? i just found out from "A" that alot of people are bitching about me. non-stop bitching. and i'm kind of pissed off - wait no i'm FUCKING FURIOUS.

some people think that i dont' do my work which is utter crap. some people think that i am BOSSY. some people think i like to TAKE CONTROL. well have they ever thought why i am like that? have they ever reflected on their own FUCKING SELF? maybe they should take a flash back to that point in time. didn't i do my part but you didn't accept it? I took control cause nobody was doing anything. now you bitch about me to another party saying i'm bossy etc? fuck all of you, as if you know me for all my life to say that i'm like this. if you don't take control and if i don't, then everything would not be done. maybe you are all too shallow and egoistical just because you think you are up there doesn't mean you are. do you think i need you? i know better people than you. you act as if everyone adores you and needs to kiss your feet! why don't you just grow up! you are N.O.T.H.I.N.G outside.

oh and don't need to be such a jealous BITCH/BASTARD(s) that my boyfriend and i are in the SAME CLASS and we're working out perfectly. why? jealous your relationship isn't? our problem we want to stick to each other like glue. we like it and it concerns only us. are you part of our relationship? want gangbang is it?

OH and don't forget to ASSUME who i'm talking about if any of YOU bitches read it. when you assume don't forget to ask me ok? don't think of yourself too highly motherfuckers.

---

yeah, had a pretty rough day where all of this just pisses me off. "UNHAPPY PEOPLE ENJOY MAKING OTHER PEOPLE UNHAPPY FOR THEIR PERSONAL SATISFACTION" just to feel better about themselves, that their poor pathetic life is so meaningless. whatever i'm not going to let this bog me down for now.

anyway i'm thankful that at least my boyfriend and a good friend of mine understand what's going on. and at least they know me. so fuck all of those losers.

aunty chui lean came today! ohh and she's going to spend money on me tomorrow too! yay, one thing to look forward to. although i don't know what i want! k well this post is seriously long, so i shall end here.

good night.

2008-04-18T23:56:00.002+08:00

FUCK YOU BITCH!

i had a good day, minusing SCHOOL. the only relaxing part of today was DESIGN class. which is my favourite class i suppose? k so the remaining lessons were cancelled. oh! i signed up for a CCA! CULINARY!! yeah bebbeh i finally have a CCA and i'm looking forward to it.

so did some fucking project things, and then went home with greg. did project at home also..which is killing me. project in school, project at home. FUCK YOU PROJECT. and FUCK some people out there. days like this, make me realise how fucked up people can get. and i'm so happy i have people in my life that make me feel more relaxed and at ease.

kkkkk, so went to city hall with catherine & felly today! had dinner, then i bought DONUTS from DONUT FACTORY! a box of 12. yay! so we went to DXO and sadly there's no more vodka explosion tower! damn. so i bought 2 bottles of bacardi breezer. went home after that and i had a nice looooooooooooooooooooong conversation with daddums.

well, i'm utterly PISSED OFF with what's going on cause it's all BULLSHIT! and i can't wait..one day it'll just hit them back. ok i'm so pissed i'm going to sleep.

good NIGHT.

2008-04-17T18:26:00.002+08:00

i have a love-hate relationship with my new timetable.

today i had 3hours break, where i sat down so long til my butt felt numb. school food is just so blend. i need khaki who want to go out to eat! i think every thursday i shall bore myself to COMPLETE death.

some things in school, are just different. i wonder why. maybe it's just me being over paranoid. but whatever, the fact is i know what's real and what's not.

GOODBYE THURSDAY.

2008-04-16T21:29:00.004+08:00

i learnt to edit pictures with M.P.E! something i did out of sheer boredom.

been experiencing alot of headaches these past few days due to the brain strain..haha. thinking of new ideas for my projects and yada yada which is just pissing me off. can't wait for all of this to be over though.

school was OK, lessons were fine.. greg sent me home today, and he made me laugh so much til i teared. OH BEBBEH. ;]

hope tomorrow's good , but i have a 3hour long break what the fuck man.

2008-04-14T20:25:00.004+08:00

so today marks the day where i begin my 2nd and FINAL year. and the first day of being a 2nd year was already so fucked!

well not everyone would experience this cause they don't have to carry their EPL project to the second & new term - how stressful. so i didn't get much sleep either last night. had the worst bus ride ever, bus was CROWDED + alot of WOMEN wore such horrible cheap smelling perfumes..which just made me sick - literally. thank god i puked once i got off the bus, so yup the new bus stop now has my puke.
what a nice memory.

felt weak throughout the rest of the day, luckily for me i have such a caring & loving boyfriend who sent me home, just to see that i got back safely. that wasn't enough he stayed til 5+ to help me and advise me on my project. best boyfriend eveerrr! :D

and best izza for buying me a panadol and best irna for giving me a mentos to get rid of the taste.
❤

my new timetable is whack seriously.. starting late and end late. the latest i end is 5pm!
ok well what a long day, hope i don't get a repetition of today tomorrow!

2008-04-13T00:27:00.002+08:00

PANDEMONIUM

so it's sunday. i can bloody hell just say my holidays are over, enjoyed them very much. too bad i have school in less than 24hours, which sucks though. waking up early and having no clue on where i should be reporting to.

so i spent 3/4 of saturday out, celebrated anjali's 6th birthday which was kinda alright besides the fact that greg & i were the only two "old teenagers" surrounded by kids more or less.. haha i love kids so don't get me wrong. left at around 10+ to come back to watch HANNIBAL.

ok so that's saturday, today i stayed home, doing projects that i wish were over. fuck it's like a new term and i'm draggging this shit all over the damn place. getting so annoying.

ok need to get ready for school tomorrow.

2008-04-11T19:17:00.007+08:00

i don't want this, but yet i do my best.
why?

did anyone catch the thunderstorm in the early hours of the morning? it was freaky, with so much thunder. too bad i didn't get to see it in action although i heard it. anyway, got up and got ready to go out. went to catherine's house to chill out.. til around 3 where i left to go to orchard to meet bayb.

ohh bumped into jeremy also, haha. so we went to BORDERS to buy my book. then he bought me a mcflurry since i was craving one. and my my my, saw alotta hot guys o k. haha aww don't get angry when you see this darling you know i love you?!

so we went our seperate ways since he had work, and me i went home. just watched WILD HOGS with daddums, it was hilarious. oh, i forgot to mention that MOM ATE ALL MY COOKIES!!! her reason was "i needed the tupperware" i do not find that hilarious nor comforting since she didn't give me the greatest comments on them instead she nagged. :(

oh whatever, i'm looking forward to having a good saturday tomorrow, the last day to 'party' and i am going to a party - a kid's party. anjali's birthday party. going to miss good shows for her i hope one day she knows that cause i wurve herrrrrrr.

k how draggy can my post get? chaoo.

Rushing and racing and running in circles
Moving so fast I’m forgetting my purpose
Blur of the traffic is sending me spinning
I’m getting nowhere
My head and my heart are colliding - chaotic
Pace of the world – I just wish I could stop it
Try to appear like I’ve got it together
I’m falling apart
Save me
Somebody take my hand
And lead me

Slow me down
Don’t let love pass me by
Just show me how
Cause I’m ready to fall
Slow me down
Don’t let me live a lie
Before my life flies by
I need you to slow me down

Sometimes I fear that I might disappear
In the blur of fast-forward I falter again
Forgetting to breathe, I need to sleep
I’m getting nowhere
All that I’ve missed I see in the reflection
Passed me while I wasn’t paying attention
Tired of rushing, racing and running
I’m falling apart
Tell me
Oh won’t you take my hand
And lead me

Slow me down
Don’t let love pass me by
Just show me how
Cause I’m ready to fall
Slow me down
Don’t let me live a lie
Before my life flies by
I need you to slow me down

Just show me
I need you to slow me down
The noise of the world is getting me caught up
Chasing the clock and I wish I could stop it
Just need to breathe, somebody please
Slow me down

2008-04-10T16:39:00.003+08:00

HYPOCRITE

while i wait for my movie to load, i shall blog.

i had the "sick" feeling today, of a flu coming due to the amount of sorethroats i've been having the past few nights. so i stayed home. supposed to go to the fish farm in the eveneing but it got cancelled, luckily too cause it rained? :s

didn't do much though, tomorrow i'm going to finally get my blasted book.. but i know the ending sort of, read it of wikipedia. curiousity ALWAYS kills the cat. BUT i still want to buy it. oh yes, my cookies are almost finished? i had a tupperware full and it's all gone? momma's been snacking on them.. only have 2 left! i only had 1! :(

but tonight i baked poppy seed cupcakes with momma..very tasty. okay i shall go wonder about things til the frickin movie loads!

2008-04-09T20:43:00.002+08:00

he uses bedroom slippers now

haha

awww! my two babies.

this is my fav.

hello hello hello

i've done alot today, i woke up to clean my LE SPORT SAC bag which looks super duper clean! then i did my laundry, then i vacuumed my room - but that's gone to waste as marzipan is currently sleeping in my room. then i bought lunch and my baking stuff.

today i baked chocolate chip cookies! so the taste is there and so is the feel of a cookie. but not the round shape. hahaha, i broke mine to like rectangles.. haha. so bayb 'surprised' me by coming over, just before i thought of sleeping. and guess what? he loves the cookies!! & he's not saying that because he should but because he really does..heh. so does marzipan too. ;]

yay! anyway, hope to bake cupcakes with mom soon.. don't know when's that but hopefully soon.

so ok, that's today. wonder how tomorrow's going to be. i can't decide on my damn plans for the day.

2008-04-08T11:28:00.001+08:00

another day of the last week of my holidays gone.. how depressing.

went out with gregory today, yes we went to orchard in search of a birthday present for anjali, so he got her some toy thingy, and i bought her a charm bracelet from Perlini Silver. hope she likes it! well if she doesn't i'll just take it back to use it myself since it's pretty nice to me! haha..

then we bought a pretzel and came home, to horrible but cosy weather. oh well, hope tomorrow will be better. maybe i shall bake?

i also have the intention of doing laundry, vacuuming, and baking if there's time.
i can't wait.

2008-04-05T13:13:00.004+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY BEN! =)

it's my buddy ben's birthday! aww wish i was in penang. oh well! stayed home today, surprisingly i didn't really bore myself to death.. i bet tomorrow will be another stay home day. i already have an intention of skipping mass.

dannnng, i'm such bad person!

alrighty time to find something to do while waiting for fangs to call!

2008-04-04T23:48:00.006+08:00

my biggest baby aside from greg, who is turning 7 this year.

helllooo!

i'm in such a bubbly mood today! although i've still not gotten back my SE phone, daddums went down to give them a piece of my mind and his. haha, anyway i went out AGAIN with felly! yes now that she's SINGLE & AVAILABLE we're going to hang out SO much til we get sick of each other o k! :)

so we went to City Hall to buy a donut..from Donut Factory - my latest and insatiable craving! gahhh donuts ok how fattening, anyway so after that we made our way to..town. walked around heaps of places and oh my we bumped into so many people, one was ryan tan. so i bought another top yes i know i should stop shopping but this is my last time i swear. i'm going to hand over my atm card to bayb when i see him, that reminds me i miss him!

moving on..so i bought a top from FOREVER 21. walked around even more, then walked over to Borders to look for a book which mom will getting for me - hopefully it'll pass the time since the psp ain't with me now. ok! so then nasstasha came, and we walked around MORE. went to LJS for dinner. and i bumped into FIDA from Clementi. tzzz. ok then i saw ASHIKIN from Clementi too. haha, yeah so i saw loads of people today.

oh the cutest thing happened too, i told a small boy to "be careful!" cause he was pushing his sister in the pram, and he winked at me. i'm so tickled by that. haha, and i miss penang..especially my homieezzzzzz, hopefully i'll go back in June/July!

hahaha, ok what a long post.
bubbly me is outtie!